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hakkai_sis
aka kawaii_angel18

Argh.. I don't feel like sleeping & going to school tomorrow. Nuuu~

That's all. Nite.

NO, not me who's sick. Well, I admit I'm sick in the head sometimes but not now. Everywhere I go, I'll see couples. What the heck is wrong with the world today? And 'oooh la la'.. Kelvin sat next to Sandra in CW Class and teacher was like 'Why are you sitting between the girls?' Then y'know, guys, [his batch actually] go 'Don't be naughty','Ooooooooh' & well you get the idea. Oh yeah, Kelvin's a year older. He's from the previous batch. Did I mention they're a ? So, well yeah. I don't know, just feel like telling; their petnames for each other is babyboo. Basically that's what I'm rambling about. No point actually. Just felt like it.

Put that aside, today's lesson was interesting as well. It covered the Hinduism and Buddhism. Oh yeah, Taoism too. Man, so confusing. I realized most of my relatives a Taoist, not Buddhist. Well, not that it is a good thingy anyway. I'm not gonna elaborate cos you guys would probably be snoozing by then. Let's move on.

Lunch was so looooooong. After makaning, Uncle Richard & my mom got into the conversation about his new handphone. SOmehow my bro's new phone also got into the topic. I passed the time by watching the movie they had n screen. But that wasn't enough to kill  my boredom. So I and Audrey went to the nearby stationary store to get the scrapbook materials I need for my KGT & Sivik projects. After I bought it, went back and they were still talking. On the same topic. I think if I stayed around longer, I would have wasted about an hour there. So I decided to leave. Kesian Audrey, have to endure another 10 minutes before she can go back to her unfinished projects as well.

Spent the half the afternoon learning how to clean the bathroom from mom. After that, its bathing the dog time. My my, Snoopy is so dirty. Imagine no bathing her for a month. Yes, the water was nearly black. We both got wet. And the bathroom was full of her hair [fur]! But after that, she was clean and nice and sweet to cuddle. She nearly suffocated from my mom hugging her too tight cos now she so nice to cuddle. Yeah.. and now she's sleeping like a pig on the couch beside me. *pokes* She doesn't move too.

After my mom and dad left for the hospital to visit one our LG members' daughter who was admitted due to some thing and my bro for the service for the flag thingy for merdeka, I was left alone, with the dog. I resisted the temptation to hog the computer. Well, I planned my layouts and things and isi-isi for my folios Decide to do Sivik first. Since i was supposed to do the proposed activities last week. Anyway, over this one week I can finish it nyah. Have to bluff the date lah. At least I still do it right? Yes, don't give me that look please, noooo. I had enough of them from my mom. And yes, we're a happy family. I wouldn't say we're dysfunctional. Though sometimes we are. Wakaka~

Dang now holidays are over, I can't have late nights anymore. Gyaaah~ and to think I was getting accustomed to it. But then again, I'ma prefect. So we must be perfect. And to put that into action, I must take my leave.

Oyasumi nasai.

I just realized I don't speak like Sanzo anymore. You know, all those 'ch' and well you get the idea. Just a little reflection section nya? I realized a lot of things. Honestly, one should go down memory lane every once in a while. You'll get what I mean.

Try reading your past blog entries. It sometimes can be a real eye opener. And no, not korek-ing your eyes out. I would like to see you do that by reading. Anyway, I just read a few of my previous blog entries. I realized I was rather a playful person. I wonder what happened to the old me. Perhaps it's cos of the so-called new enviroment I'm in. I'd never really opened up to anyone yet. I doubt anyone in my school really know me inside out. Jason is definitely out of question. Yes, he's my former schoolmate [not to mention annoying classmate then & now] but I was never [and thankful that I wasn't] close to him. I guess I'm a person who isn't really what she seems. Oh well, then again I still have other things to worry about like.. my bad habits.

Today in KidsCAT, Teacher Hazel challenged us to let the Holy Spirit minister through us. Well now I do realized that I've been a good Christian lately. I don't act like one for goodness sake! And to think I call myself a Christian. I'm not surprised if God's crying in heaven cos He's ashamed of me.  As I prayed for the younger members to recieve the gift of tongues from the Holy Spirit, all my weaknesses seem so clear. I mean, to be honest, I don't pray, only when I eat and that time dad would always say grace. I don't read the Bible nor do my daily devotion. Being a Christian is more than just calling yourself a Christian and having a religion and all that. Quoting from Teacher Hazel, we Christians are different cos we're set apart, different from the world. And how is that?

Well, different in speech. We don't curse and swear. Polite at all times. Second, actions. We are kind and gentle. If your brother slaps you on your right cheek, give him your left cheek too. I forgot from where it is but it illustrates the meaning well. And..basically everything! Interesting. I should be working my way to a better life as Christian. Second part of KidsCAT was really worth attending. We did interpretive dance today. Patrina taught us nyo~ Not gonna go into detail. But the best part was we get to do our own steps. Listen to the words and interpret them with your own movements. I guess I did the most elaborate moves. I just lose myself when I dance. But then again, no words can describe the state I'm in when I really absorb myself in the dance.

Rushed to dance school for Latin after KidsCAT. Dad was grumbling about transport again. My activites are disrupting his badminton games. Finally did we learn a new step in Latin. The time cha cha. Difference is we start on the count between 2 & 3. So we start on '2 and'. We had to repeat the whole learning process cos got new students again. Bwahaha~ Hannah was stuck in the studio the whole afternoon cos Soon Yi was absent today and she depended on her to go to KidsCAT. So that's why she wasn't present today! She was llike soo jealous when I told her we did interpretive dance today.

Oh yeah, if you noticed, I used to love to use A LOT of smileys. Now not so already lah. I use them in MSN Messenger. Wakaka~ By the way, Honey & Clover do really have nice songs. Especially Hakou, August Serenade & Waltz. Yup, addicted to them. But Tsubasa still rules! And Orange Range ROCKS! WAKAKAKAKAKAA~~ Oh my.. insane now aren't we? A good sign indeed!

-Nitey-

*sigh* It ain't easy being a prefect in SAB. Especially when they expect you to be like sooooo perfect. Well, guess where does the word 'prefect' come from? (=.=") Anyway, that's supposedly the least of my worries.

What a week ! Nothing but spend on mangas when I really should be doing my homework. Let's see what I have waiting for me to finish;

• French exercises. Just a little more.
  
• BM gambar rangsangan karangan. No idea.
  
• Seni notes
  
• Sivik project. I really hate doing this.
• Geography KGT stuff
• Stupid patriotic poem I'm supposed to find for English.

But one good thing, finally ideas are flooding for Ice & Snow. I wanna make it funny and not so romantically inclined. Romance sure is getting boring!

Made a feat yesterday. Or more like this morning. Created four color themed siggies. One of them was modified to be my new blog header. *points* For the fun of it, me post them here. Not that I'm gonna use them for forum purposes anyway.


Orange themed.  First one of the series. Love the pic! *luffles*


Pink themed. Words taken from Time Stranger Kyoko. I thought it suits this.


Green themed. This round's words were taken from Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne. Well, the girl has wings!

Changed the theme of blog too. It's getting monotonous. And currently addicted to Time Stranger Kyoko & Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne. Oh yeah, Orange Range too! It certainly is infectious! 

Nothing much to pen down actually. So I'll end it.. here?

-Owari-

I've never been a girly girl now have I? Rather on the rebellious side. Hmm.. I wonder what others think of me? Ne?


You are the tom-boy girl. You hang with the guys
and you really don't like dresses. You like to
get down in dirty in sports and you don't like
to be called a girly girl. You are nice but
also aggressive and your respect is
hard-earned.

What Kind Of Girl Are You?
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You are the warrior anime girl.You are the type
that can start a fight and win.You are very
strong and can beat anyone up (but just don't
^_~) and some people can be afraid of you but
alot of people admire your strength and want to
be just like you well the people that want to
fight.You can defend yourself very easily and
can probably handle some kind of weapon.You
have a short temper(like me)and get angry
easily but you can be really nice at times
^_^and once a fighter always a fighter.

If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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Your soul is calm and serene, and it often
takes a great deal to truly damage that
tranquility. It is this spiritual trait that
allows you to stay focused and see most even
chaotic situations clearly and logically. You
are very intelligent and balanced in all
aspects of your life and have a great deal of
understanding about yourself as well. Maybe
taking part in quiet, soothing activities such
as reading appeal to you. You are best suited
for the ability to move and shape objects with
your mental powers: Telekinesis

.:What Is Your Psychic Ability?:.
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You have mysterious wings. Not very many people understand you, as you have a very complex soul. You have some friends, but you trust very few of them. PLus you don't open up to very many people, and stay to yourself alot of the times. Your wings give off an artist side for you, even if you say that you dont have one. But you
seem to have your own style to your things...

A Quote: If people don't want me here, why did they have me?

What kind of wings does YOUR soul have?(anime pics!!)
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Your Japanese name should be

'Yasu'

which means "calm".

You're
somewhat quiet and a bit of a wall flower,
maybe even shy. People usually don't really
notice you or don't pay much attention to you
and you just wish they did. You're a calm
person and don't need a busy social life, but
you'd like to have just a few more friends.
You're probably quite intelligent.

Which Japanese name fits you best? [females, 9 results + absolutely stunning ANIME pictures!]
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You are the Spirit of Hope. Whenever someone is
feeling down, they merely have to think of you
to make them happy again. You have the ability
to simply radiate happiness. You can make
friends quickly because your strong point is
your amazingly friendly nature which naturally
people want to be with. You think about the
best in everything, a total optimist, you won't
have any trouble getting a worthy person to
shae your life with!

Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
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DEMURE BEAUTY - You are modest, innocent, and a bit
naive. You are naturally optimistic and always
look on the bright side in whatever you do.
People are naturally drawn to you and you
probably have a lot of friends. If you're sad,
which is rare, you bounce back quickly. Your
innocence makes you see the good in all things.
You believe in second chances and are a true
idealist.


What type of beauty do you possess? (20 questions + 7 results + pretty pics)
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It's been a while.. felt like taking quizzes. Visited Deb's friend, Rowena's blog. Keeewwwl~ I really love her angel layout. Mine is like.. SO contradicting with the name.

You are a Water Fairy. A friend to all, you take
care of those around you and concern yourself
with their needs more often than your own. You
listen when people need to vent, and rarely
vent your own feelings, no matter how badly
they're pent up inside you. Eventually, all
those emotions are enough to drive anyone,
including you, up a wall. Let it all out slowly
to the friend who seems the best at listening
(besides yourself).

What are you? (10 different outcomes)
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You are a peaceful sleeper. You recognize that
sleep is a necessary part of life, and
understand that there is no way for you to
fully appreciate everything around you if you
dont give yourself a break once in a while.
You are a very calm and collected person who
seems to have all of their ducks in a row, so
to speak. You enjoy life without getting
over-enthusiastic and appreciate harmony in all
things.

How do you Sleep? (Anime Pics)
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You are a water person. You are flexable and very
nice. You are quiet so people who don't know
you thnk you are weird or just mean and high
and mighty like. You aren't though. You like
to have a good time and you also just like to
relax and just enjoy the stars.

Who are you inside?
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You're a "Yellow Angel" which means
you're probably really motherly. You're not
like a soccermom or anything but you're
protective of those you care for and you'd do
anything for them. You're usually the wiser one
in your group of friends and you're a good
psychiatrist because you've been through a lot
of stuff and know the best thing to do in every
situation. But you don't take any crud from
other people and they respect you for your
ability to stick up for yourself and others but
you don't pick pointless fights just because
your mad. You're very controled and can deal
with anything with a calm smile. (If you cannot
see the picture, go to my homepage and scroll
down near the bottom. I have the results from
all my quizess that have pics)


What Color Angel Are You? (PICS)
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You are a normal angel. Innocent and pure. Full of
light and hope. You love to be around others,
and really know how to have a good time. You
enjoy hanging around with mortals. You like ti
sing, which you are great at, and like to have
others near you. People are naturally attracted
to your bubbly personaliy, and love to be
around you. Normal angels are always popular,
and have lots of fans. You are happy go lucky,
with an interesting out look on the world.

Though you have experienced pain, that is all
behind you now. You see the bright side to
things, and are always there to help a person
in need. You are quite pretty, with a childish
air, though you know more than others think.

You are a really friendly person. But can be a tad
selfish at times.

You are bright and full of energy.

Better get my shades!


What Type Of Angel Have You Become?
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I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I DESPISE YOU THE MOST!!! DAMN YOU CHRISTOPHER LIM!!!!!! THAT'S IT, I HAD ENOUGH OF YOU!

ALL BECAUSE I WAS JUST REMINDING YOU TO BRING THE HISTORY QUESTIONS TOMORROW YOU START TO ME TEMBAK FOR BEING BOSSY. OH SO SORRY FOR BEING OVERLY BOSSY. I WAS JUST FREAKIN' RMINDING YOU AND START TO PISS ME OFF REAL BADLY. YOU THINK I JUST SAT AND DID NOTHING??!! I SEARCHED FOR THE FACTS. DID THE WRITING ON THE MAH JONG PAPER. THEN SAHFIQA LOST IT. IMAGINE THE EMBARASSMENT I  HAD TO GO THORUGH THAT DAY!! AND YOU BLAME ME FOR SUCH A TERUK PERBENTANGAN!!! YOU DIDN'T EVEN LIFT A FINGER TO HELP!
YOU THINK I LIKE IT THIS WAY IS IT? I DON'T AND NEVER WILL!! AND YOU CAN TELL ME THAT IT WASN'T YOUR FAULT THAT I FOUND IT HARD TO WORK WITH YOU GUYS!! YOU GAVE ME TROUBLES!! JUST BECAUSE I LIKE BOSSING PEOPLE AROUND??! WHAT KIND OF LAME EXCUSE IS THAT?! FOR YOU INFO, I DON'T LIKE BOSSING PEOPLE AROUND. SO SUE ME IF ITS NOT TRUE. I, MY SELF, FOR ONE THING, DON'T LIKE BEING BOSSED AROUND IN THE FIRST PLACE. A SIMPLE REMINDER WAS ALL I SAID AND YOU TOUCHED THE NERVE. SO WHAT IF YOU HAVE BETTER PEOPLE TO LAYAN?! I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT IT!!!

YOU BAKA YAROU!! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!!!

*CRAAACK* Aahh.. my back hurts for some reason. Nyah~ >_<

Giler-giler belaka ne. I feels so nice to sit down again in my comfortable living room with the comp in front of me with moi music playing too. Hmm.. altogether I have 1900+ in my music folder currently. Not including midis yet. Hehe~ And it's still growing!

I'm feeling rather tired now. Been out the whole day. Working. Literally. Well, actually, pratically. Started my day with homework. Got bored. Walked around. Sit down and do again. And my hands wandered towards the stack of photos that needed to be sorted out. So that's what I did for the whole morning until lunch.Had lunch at Burger King cos it was the nearest to the studio. Besides, food in Hartamas as freakin' expensive. Hopeful to save as much money as possible. Partly cos I forgot to bring my lunch money so I had use the one which is to pay my fees. ARGH.

So i packed back my fries and drink that I could not finish back to the studio. It was another 45 minutes of photo sorting again. Haiiiiih.. so many of them ordered. Bah~ I didn't even order one.  Also, Chris was SO annoying. Told him adi don't miss call me as i'm busy 'working'. He miss called me 5 times in a row as a reply. So why am I getting the feeling that what May Teng says MIGHT be true? >_<

Joined the third graders for their class. Well that was my purpose for 'working' today anyway. But why.. must they kutuk me for being 'good'. (=.=") Espeically Hannah & Soon Yi. Oh, yes, I can't help being 'good' neeee~ Heee~ You're taking the exam, not me. I have my own dance exam to remember. I'm at the advantage, my dance is half the time of yours. Wakakakaka~ I don't think you two would know my blog anyway. So let it BE!

After that, it is back to sorting photos AGAIN. Man.. my legs are hurting from standing too long. I've been on my feet the whole day. Even though I had a chair to sit behind the desk. But then again.. how stupid of me. Had to miss KidsCAT nyo~ =(

Latin class was really fun. As usual, I'm the 'guy'. But that doesn't really matter. Guys's part are easier compared to ladies anyway. I'm happy being a 'guy' in the meantime until guys start to join too! Which will be.. never. *sobs* Wait, lemme revise what we learn today. The hand to hand, under arm turn, spot turn, foward chachacha and ermm.. I think that all. Yay~ getting shoes next week!

Visited my dad in hospital. He was admitted due to serious infection. There goes my mom rambling on cleanliness and stuff. Well it is True anyway. The problem; we don't wanna listen. So simple as that. XD Went for dinner after that. Man was I SO HUNGRY!

It is strange. For them to notice I wasn't around during KidsCAT. When I went online, 3 people instant message me at the same time. Wow~ even Joel noticed! Hah~ I was utterly surprised. Ju Yi and he gave the reason that I was the most obvious so it of course, will be so obvious if I wasn't there. Interesting~ I know I'm loved by moi friends. Yorushiku nyo~

Miss Rachel told me that she recieved a call to ask our school whether we want to enter our students into the latin dance competition. Of course, we can't. We only just started. She told me to work hard then I can enter next year. If I'm going to enter the competition, I desperately need a partner to dance with!! I can't dance by myself! Nor can I dance with a younger GIRL! EGAD!! And Miss Rachel dared to say to ask Paul to be my partner. Try Calvary Youth huh~ I don't fancy dancing with anyone from CY.. heeeey, there is one. But no, I'll be too nervous. Gyaaaaah~ But I reallt want to dance!!

The thing of the concert vcd. Eeeeeee~ I'm being painfully reminded that our family has some financial problem. Sigh.. I wish I could be more independent. At least I'll lessen their burdens. If only ne..

-End-

So here I am once again. Blogging out of boredom. Hey, got the results liau~

• I was successful in my prefectorial board interview. Will be starting probation period soon
• I barely scratch an A in Seni. It was only 83% .___.
• Ne, I was voted as Penolong Bendahari NOT Penolong Setiausaha for Pandu Puteri ^.^
• Have to do a risalah for P.E. project.. dang..
• Don't be like me, who procastinates her homework. >_<
• Whee~ Got an A for my wood carving for printing! Huhu~
• Neee.. I'm really starting to like the character George! XD
• Finally got to watch One Tree Hill today. So happy~
• Ohoho~ Great Sensei is back! Gonna help teacher prepare 3rd graders for their ballet exam this Saturday. Wakaka~
• Wonder if I can go the Pandu Puteri campfire this Saturday evening..?
• Go write another story lah, Deb~
• Luffles 'Aishiteruze Baby' & 'Angel Dust Neo'
• Hui, biler kau nak siapkan Council of Ten/Fire??
• I am a nice person so don't hate me.

[ what time izit over there? ] 10:13pm

[ how is the weather outside? ] Dark.. it's night afterall.

[ any plans for later? ] Start writing 'Ice & Snow' again

[ what are you wearing? ] T-shirt & shorts

[ how is your hair? ] Tied loosely..

[ are you wearing any accessories? ] Nothing besides my specs.

[ what phone are you using? ] Nokia 3310. I'm happy with it~

[ what colour is your bedsheet? ] Hmm.. a big part of it is white with orange, green, yellow and other colors~

[ do you sleep alone? ]  Used to... now my mom shares it with me.. x__X

[ do you use a night light? ] Nope. Can never sleep with the lights on.

[ what computer are you using? ] It's assembled by my amazing brother. Windows XP Professional nya~ Huhu~

[ what watch are you using? ] Don't have one.. sad right?

[ do you have a swimming pool? ] Well yeah.. I live in a condo with a swimming pool. Hehe~

[ how many ex-boyfriends/girlfriends do you have?] I think.. only one.. and never did I have any again. =)

[ do you consider yourself the dumper or dumpee? ] I.. am neither..

[ been madly in love? ] Not madly..

[ are you seeing someone at the moment? ] No.. -wish to XD-

[ any main highlights from the day before? ] Hmm.. never take a non-air cond bus back home. Trust me, your face will be really 'grey'..

[ what are your concerns? ] Exams, classes, the stupid zit, homework & whether I should give him a call..

[ who do you talk to often? ] Myself~ XD 

[ do you party hard? ] I don't party.. -__-

[ do you have a curfew? ] Not specifically.. i don't even go out at night..

[ what irritates you the most? ] The stupid zit on my nose!

[ what was your last purchase? ] Ermm.. HL Milk & AAA batteries?

[ what are you planning to buy next? ] Books, [if possible] mp3 player with a bigger capacity, books, a pair of black heels, books & manga? ^_^

[ do you pay the bill? ] Nope. =D

[ where do you usually hang out? ] School? House?

[ what is your current habit? ] Sleeping on the way to school..

[ do you kiss and tell? ] .. no ..

[ can you keep a secret? ] Of course. Duh. Why would I spill it?

[ what scares you? ] Nothing! Wahahahaha~ No, not really.. XD

[ what do you hate about yourself? ] The fat accumalating in my stomach and those broad hips & fat legs.. >_<

[ are you materialistic? ] Nah.. 

[ do you dress to impress? ] Well sort of I guess.

[ do consider yourself fake? ] No. I'm true. XD

[ do you follow the latest trends? ] If it ever suits me.

[ what do you think about kids? ] Cute, adorable, annoying, bratty but still nice~

[ what is the latest book you've read so far? ] The Nerd Who Loved Me

[ how much do you normally spend when you go
out?] Depends.. on the ammount I was given the situation.

[ do you have many friends? ] Yeah, I do have many many of them ^.^

[ ever hooked up with someone just because you were desperate? ] Hmm.. nope.

[ do you drink a lot? ] Water? No.. ^^"

[ what is your wish? ] Get the number 1 spot in the whole of Form 1!